holding on lyrics

[Verse 1: lei]
Holding on to the thought of us
Stresses me out 'cause my life's already hard enough
Cause in my mind I'm feeling like I'm just not enough
But here we are, to fill the cracks of my heart, alright
I'm mentally drained, but my problems enough
I don't think it's right, some days I don't feel loved
Where it's all the same, I sit in the sun
Tequila on the rocks, we're on a rooftop, watching the sun, oh
And you can't even talk to me
Oh, oh, oh
Wondering why you hate me

[Chorus: threedimensionsapart]
I'm her first love, I've stolen her heart
And when the times change and we're still in love
Big bank accounts, I'm a shining star
It's my fault that I'm holding on to the past we had
Is this the end? 'Cause I feel like I'm just not enough
Protect the cracks in my heart, I'm falling in love
It's my fault that I'm holding on to the past we had
Is this the end? Because I feel like I'm just not enough
Protect the cracks in my heart, I'm falling in love
It's my fault that I—

[Verse 2: juno]
Care too much, I know, it's sh*t I don't control
You want me to go home, I just wanted you to hold
I tried my f*cking best, but your feelings turned cold
You said we'd be forever, now I'm sitting here alone
Skipping stones, I'm by the river, by the park
I check my phone and then you break my f*cking heart
We're only sixteen
And if I leave this f*cking town, you wouldn't miss me
And to be honest, I regret the day you kissed me
It all went tipsy, it all went blurry
What was I thinking? I started sinking
You didn't save me
I f*cking hate you
You f*cking hate me