I’m Coming Home lyrics

Yo
(Laughter)
Here we go. Ya know?
Here we go
I wanna just speak to the world and have someone listen
Ya know?
Just someone
Alright, I've loved in a whole lot of ways
Sometimes, I know it and other times I may just think that I don't know how to love at all
But I won't stop looking for that love that I know exists
The one that's in my heart and the one that I really miss
The one that I felt with my kids' mom
About, well, sh*t it's four years now, oh my God
It's been longer than I thought
It used to be three, but it's still inside of me
Like it happened yesterday and you know what?
I feel like nothing I say will change the fact that I still love her
And that's alright, because love lasts forever and that's true tonight
And you know what?
Even if it breaks me inside, I'll stand up tall like a man and I won't hide the fact
That I'm not crazy, I'm not
I'm in remission and I, well, I will never stop rapping, because it's just a record of my life
One that I want to give to my ex-wife
And you know what? I love everything about her
About her
And you might say that's really crazy, that's dumb to love somebody that won't give it back
Well, I gotta let you know something that's true
I'm 32 years old in a month and yo
It just means that I've learned a lot and you may not understand and that's okay, because I have a different perspective than you and you know
There's nothing I won't do to try to express what it's like being me to express what it's like seeing the world I see and you know what?
Well, that's okay, so I'll just commit to the fact that I say, "Shannon, I love you"
And that's okay, I can say it, it's true, because I've got free speech in a county that doesn't dare mess with a man's free will to fear and you know what?
I mean fear in terms of reverence and awe and love and you know what?
That's another thing I'm bringing to you is a definition of love you never knew was true
See, part of love is fear and there's nothing that sounds bizarre nothing that's weird about that, because it takes a lot of heart to let down your walls and let the world show through your art
And I guess this is just my way of saying that I love her every single day
Even though she's gone and she may hate me there's nothing inside that will ever stop me from living up to the promise I made when I looked into her eyes in front of a judge and I said that I would love her forever and sh*t this is hard this is really deep but this is just me and you know what?
You've gotta see that this is what it feels like to be a man and my kids I know you will feel this jam, because I love you just like I love her and you know what?
God damn it, this is f*cking absurd, I'm letting my emotions out on tape and you know what?
Well, I guess I'd better say that this is the realest form of me you'll ever know, because these emotions are what I show when I let down my walls it's true and I tell you that I love you