THE ONLY TIME I FEEL ALIVE (Demo) lyrics

[Verse 1: XXXTENTACION]
Why the only time I feel alive is when I wanna die?
Yeah, tellin' me, "You can be the one," yeah
And, honestly, I don't really buy it, yeah
Ho, shut up, be quiet
Just spend night and suck di*k, it's up
Yes, my diamonds white like some dice, like some rice
Just like spice, shawty entice
It got price, I don't check, I just bite
My good body, f*ck your lil' bih
pus*y so fye, she want my di*k
That's what I like

[Chorus: XXXTENTACION, with Craig Xen]
Why the only time I feel alive is when I wanna die?
Yeah, tеllin' me, "You can be the onе," yeah (Mm)
And, honestly, I don't really buy it, yeah (Mm)
Ho, shut up, be quiet, yeah
Ho, shut up, be quiet, yeah

[Verse 2: Craig Xen]
When I'm in that pus*y, it's alive, huh
Right between the thighs
di*k up and down her spine
Lil' b*tch says, "Xen, uh, can I stay the night?" Uh
I'ma sever ties, b*tch
Ho, shut up, be quiet
Mix and match Margiela with my Gucci-printed sweater vest (My)
Diamonds in my dental, I can't brush 'em with no Crest, uh, yuh
Why the only time I feel alive, huh
Face to face with death or when I'm flexin' on my ex-b*tch?
Why?
[Chorus: XXXTENTACION]
Why the only time I feel alive is when I wanna die?
Yeah, tellin' me, "You can be the one," yeah
And, honestly, I don't really buy it, yeah
Ho, shut up, be quiet, yeah
Ho, shut up, be quiet, yeah