CRV lyrics

[Verse]
Said I don't get online and ask you what it's like
I don't care what you fight, they decide
I sit back and stack my f*ckin' vocal track, yeah
Catch you right outside, I'm on this bus for f*ckin' twenty-five
They decide if I ever see the day I'm twenty-five
Why would I spend anytime on makin' what I think you want?
I came out to stand on top his neck just like a f*ckin' cop
I keep wishin' death on all my friends and I can't make it stop
I can't even take myself to bed because he need to rot
I know where I'm f*ckin' up and where I got my sh*t on lock
I don't need your help, I know exactly what I f*ckin' want
Maybe you're upset because I work and now they give a f*ck
Sorry that you feel like I'm your enemy, I'm really not
Tell me if you hear it in my voice that I'm not feelin' right
I've been up for hours at this point, so it's on f*ckin' sight
I give up on music, all it does is make me f*ckin' fight
Can't remember what I even wanted, so I really might
I could talk to every single friend and I'll still feel alone
I put every part of who I am and I got none to show
I spend every day impressin' people I don't f*ckin' know
If I could, I'd f*ckin' disappear, that's what they wanted though
I know people think I got it set, don't f*ckin' talk like that
Worry 'bout my friends, just like I care then I don't call them back
I can't even walk outside 'cause nothin' make me happy, bet
Tell your friends exactly what you did, that's what you f*ckin' get
f*ck your expectations, anti-medicated piece of sh*t
Why would I deserve it? All I ever did was f*ckin' b*tch
Easier it's said than done but wish I make you f*ckin' sick
sh*t don't really matter that's 'cause nothing ever fu—