Poison or Patience lyrics

[Intro: Caleb Hiltunen]
Poison or patience to make me okay
'Cause I hate myself today
Every second feels the same
When I hate myself

[Verse 1: Drew Polovick]
Yeah
Waking up's a rip off
I could be asleep but instead I'm here p*ssed off
Think about a time that I said something dumb
Should'a caught a fat lip and then some, yeah
And maybe that would make me feel better
Throwin' up my error and I put it under pressure
Take it back, no chance, no way, never
No hope, too late

[Chorus: Caleb Hitunen]
Poison or patience to make me okay
'Cause I hate myself today
Every second feels the same
When I hate myself today
I hate myself today (Today)

[Verse 2: OSTON]
I don't wanna be upset anymore
Body far from my head, spiral on my bedroom floor
I'm circlin' the drain, better slow it down
f*ck it, never mind, watch me go around
And momma I'm an internet hero
Don't pay a therapist, I got my ones and my zeros
To keep my company when I'm feelin' low
Oh god, I can't afford to be original
[Chorus: OSTON, OSTON and Caleb Hiltunen]
So it's poison or patience to make me okay
'Cause I hate myself today
Every second feels the same
When I hate myself today
I hate myself today
I hate myself today
I hate myself today
Oh god, I hate myself today

[Outro: Caleb Hiltunen, OSTON, Both]
I paid the price for change
(I hate myself today)
I learned to bear the weight
(I hate myself today)
Now I'm sellin' out for pain
(I hate myself today)
And I hate myself today