Pamela lyrics

[Verse 1]
Close my eyes and you're still with me
In the trees, feel locusts buzzing, but I
Never can keep my eyes closed long enough
And no amount of dreaming can bring you back, so

[Verse 2]
I can't remember if I told you I loved you that morning
Out on the lake, you called for your mother and
My heart broke into a million pieces
A kind of darkness you just never get used to

[Chorus]
So I stare at the lake
Biding my time
Waiting to die
Waiting to die
Waiting to die
Waiting to die
Waiting to die

[Post-Chorus]
Wonder if all this pain I carry is
Strong enough to lift your body from the watеr
And make you be alive again
I think stupid things likе this all the time, but
I would gladly trade my life for yours
If only the water could bargain
If only they had been watching
I can't turn back, only face forward, but
I would gladly trade my life for yours
If only the water could bargain
If only they had been watching
I can't turn back, only face forward
[Verse 3]
Open my eyes now, task in front of me
And your voice is always calling, but I
Can't control the rage inside of me
Spill the blood 'til the world is done with me

[Verse 4]
I want you to know right now that I loved you
When you left it almost killed your mother, but
Something inside me propels me forward
A kind of rage you just never get used to

[Chorus]
So I stare at the lake
Biding my time
Waiting to die
Waiting to die
Waiting to die
Waiting to die
Waiting to die

[Breakdown]
And everything that I touch is dead
Everything that I wanted is gone
Nothing before me now but pain
Nothing before me but pain
And your voice
Your voice, of course
Someday I'll reach you
In my dreams, I can reach you
[Chorus]
So I stare at the lake
Biding my time
Waiting to die
Waiting to die
Waiting to die
Waiting to die
Waiting to die

[Bridge]
Cutting the meat
Forest of meat
Spill their blood
Spilling their blood

[Refrain]
And resurrect my son
Resurrect my son
Resurrect my son
Resurrect my son

[Chorus]
Stare at the lake
Biding my time
Waiting to die
Waiting to die