Hole in My Soul, Pt. 2 lyrics

[Verse 1: Pseudocurse]
Once again I was created to be cremated
Addictions gotten worse so I'm staying sedated
But it doesn't help with the problems I'm facing
There's a hole in my soul and I swear I'm not faking, aye
Please just change the station
We're on different wavelengths
We don't vibe at all so what the f*ck you saying?
Stay sedated this is R rated depression's real
It's not a wave can't f*cking fake it b*tch

[Verse 2: Lil Xtra]
I’m done playing, staying sedated
Like what in the f*ck is you saying?
My whole world is falling apart like a saiyan's invading my space
Death is the finish line I'm here to race
Don’t f*cking judge me I'm pleading my cases
I know that I’m f*cking abrasive I know that you hate it
But f*ck I’m gon' say it, b*tches be playing I can't f*cking take it

Fading to grey, feel my soul incinerate
Depression becoming my permanent state
Only thing helping is getting these plays
And I Haven’t felt good since the sixth f*cking grade

‘Less I’m staying faded my bad steady breaking
Skyler get off of my di*k I’m not playing
Do what I can for my family they can’t f*cking stand me
But I got these steps that I’m taking
I'ma stay on my lonesome wholesome
Never been the way with a heart so frozen
Midas touched me now I’m golden
Call me newton cause I’ve been chosen
I Haven’t felt good in a while I’m not hurting anyone
Don’t have to smile
Downward the spiral until I expire
I'm dropping this fire like my name was Spyro
Now every single day I’m getting asked why it’s working
All I gotta say's you gotta put the Work in
f*ck these lil rappers that I'm mercing
I could have a billion plays and I would still feel worthless
So tell me was it worth it?
Went and switched up yourself so they’d think you're perfect
How I got a fan, one single person
I don’t know, no I don’t deserve this

[Verse 3: Pseudocurse]
Flipping the switch 'cause I'm worthless
I'll say it again, I was born with no purpose
My life isn't urgent your love isn't worth it
I hate everything I am yes I am certain
My heart has been hurting there's no cure for this sh*t
Can't really tell if I hate that b*tch
My life's a mistake and that's just how it is
I'll rot in the trees and drown in the abyss
Well I'm f*cking done nothing f*cking works
Tried but it made sh*t worse
Lost my mind and my self-worth
And I wish you knew how bad this hurts
Now I'm back on the dope again
Still hang around with the same sh*tty friends
Been waiting patiently to see your face again
But f*ck this sh*t I don't want to make amends