State I’m In lyrics

[Verse 1]
Why you pressing me? I just popped a pilly, I need space
Seventeen minutes 'til my eyes'll dilate
Like, man, respectfully, I'm in my head, can't hear a word you say
Like, what you telling me?
And after you, no matter what I take, I can't escape
Now I've got voices in my head and I can't really feel my face
And now I'm crying and I'm too f*cked up to try to leave this place
Look what you've done to me

[Pre-Chorus]
And I can't pretend to care about your feelings when I'm going insane
'Cause honestly, it's just been so hard for me

[Chorus]
If I showed you every place I've been
And you felt all of the things I did
There's no words to even mention the state that I've been in
I'd take a bullet to trade all these feelings
If you'd seen all of the things I've seen
Then you'd know just everything I mean
And when I tell you that I'm lonely
It's a whole 'nother story

[Verse 2]
No f*cking patience
Had to quit wine and ice, but took a hit, it felt amazing
Nothing could change a bad day, so I
Do what it takes to stay out my mind
Do anything just to feel alive
[Pre-Chorus]
And I can't pretend to care about your feelings when I'm going insane
'Cause honestly, it's just been so hard for me

[Chorus]
If I showed you every place I've been
And you felt all of the things I did
There's no words to even mention the state that I've been in
I'd take a bullet to trade all these feelings
If you'd seen all of the things I've seen
Then you'd know just everything I mean
And when I tell you that I'm lonely
It's a whole 'nother story