3AM lyrics
by Lil Bean
[Verse]
3 AM and I'm just riding through my city
Thinkin' to myself like I'm the realest n*gga in it
I know I might forgive, but best believe I won't forget it
Be tryna stay low-key, 'cause they gon' treat me like I'm Wemby
They know I got a sack like I'm comin' down the chimney
I wish that I could make every event, but I get busy
I wish that I could post up in the hood, but that sh*t tricky
The narcs hit the block, I got my gun, that's just too risky
Hell nah, I can't go for that
I be havin' talks with the bros, they gon' tell me facts
Tell me I should move out the Bay 'cause this sh*t hold me back
Worried about a million other things that I forget I rap
Got one shot and I just gotta take it
'Member havin' hoop dreams, but that sh*t deflated
sh*t, I probably ain't gon' see nobody ever make it
'Cause where I'm from, they call it di*k-riding, you say congratulations
Yeah, hatin' on a n*gga, I cannot embrace it
Call me what you want, but I am not a faker
Always give my best like Anita Baker
Feel like I'm livin' life fast, I been speed racin'
Thinkin' 'bout my cuz, loyal to the end of time
I don't think you understand the pain I feel inside
Get inside the car, start it up, and I just ride
Thinkin' 'bout the times all we wanted was to shine
Always been myself, I don't do no gimmicks
Yeah, brother love to shoot, yeah, he like Cole Bennett
I be tryna share my heart, but that sh*t so empty
I'm so close to make it out, sh*t like fourth and inches
Yeah, I just put my pain into passion and diamonds
Waited my whole life, now I need it on arrival
People do so little, but they feel so entitled
Gotta make it home, this sh*t all about survival
In occasion when your idol turn your rival
I'm so close, feel like I'm walkin' on a tightrope
The same sh*t, I'm just tryna change the cycle
Gotta stop worryin' 'bout if everybody like you