Adolescence / Black Sheep (joni void remix) lyrics

I know I haven’t called but I love you, bro
I hope you understand that this is how I didn’t think I’ll plan this
I’m damaged, my fear is how I navigate the planet
If I stopped myself from talking it will stop your friends from laughing at
I'm putting salt up in the bandage
I’m walking with a lasso on the stage as I ropodope my only hope
I have I'm hoping I won’t overdose, I'm too old for the 27 club
I’m a total joke
I just hope that you doing better I can’t really get on the phone right now 'cause I'm scared
I’m supposed to be the big older sister, not remotely close
I’m just trying not to break down, if you know you know
I guеss maybe I should go to therapy
'Cause keeping it insidе is something that is eating me alive
I don't think that I will die, I ain't living to survive
If you can see me you would see it my eyes 'cause, f*ck

Yo, yo
Let the beat breathe
(Backxwash!)
Yo, check

It’s been a few months, was waiting to write you back
I apologise to my dad, place him in the spam
The basics of all this rage is complacent in where you stand
The awakening of a fag and the making of a man
Careful where you stand, I’m taller and even stronger
Lift you off of your feet, don’t tell me I didn't warn ya
Tell me don't raise my voice, don't tell me to make it calmer
There’s some sh*t we gotta clear, is you ready my little partner?
I think you mad because you lost control
You want me to fall in line on the X's and O's
You want me on dotten signs, it’s sick, a rotten mind
This b*tch is always fine, equipped with all your lies
Only thing that I need is some vodka and little therapy
Some weed, maybe Serge Ibaka and two seraphim
I'm sick and I'm calling the doctor new Benzathine
The type to just leave you alone if you let me be
So it’s been years since I talked to Granny
I think it’s pretty sick how I lost the family
The P.I.s watching in that solo Camry
With my anxiety I should be off the xanny
Chosen one, sad b*tch lowest sc*m
The coldest huh, black sheep talk to 'em (Uh)
If the situation changed
I would have said the same sh*t exactly and the same
Let the beat breathe