Ready To Change lyrics

Looked into the mirror
Saw a man with a crooked smile
He looked at my eyes
Said he would stay here for a while

Don't look away
Don't want to stay
Controls my rage
Won't let me change

Thought I walked alone, thought I'd be OK
Thought nobody could make me feel this way

Thought I found my home, thought I'd see your face
Never understood why you don't give me space
If I wish to end you to correct my mistakes
If I wish to be relieved from all this pain
If I want to break you, I have to be erased
I don't know if I should but I will do it anyway

Don't know if I should but I will do it anyway
Don't know if I should but I will do it anyway
Don't know if I should but I will do it anyway
I'll destroy myself just so I could finally change

Feels like I'm dreaming again
Don't feel my arms nor my legs
Hanging by a f*cking thread
You won't survive when I'm dead