[Intro]
Uh...f*ck It!
[Verse 1]
I hate it when I come across old photos of me
Cause I remember how f*cked up my life use to be
I remember at only fourteen when I first did self harm
One night, I cut myself too deep
I saw my own blood drippin' down to my palm
That sh*t was really painful but it made me feel calm
That night I didn't know what the f*ck was I thinkin'
Years went by, now I numb the pain by drinkin'
There's a lot wrong with me
So I can't explain exactly what it is
Sometimes I stare deep in the mirror and ask myself "why I'm like this?!"
My girl probably wondering why the f*ck did I write this?
Honestly I seriously hate the person I'm becomin'
They make it seem like without a high school diploma you ain't gonna be f*ckin' nothin'
It takes intelligence and skills in order to become somethin'
So a piece of paper with your name on it isn't really tellin’ me nothin’
Got my diploma hanging over my head
Sometimes I wanna drop out, and sleep peacefully in my bed
[Hook- Ameer Vann]
And there were times that I didn't want to live but
Thank God I'm alive
And to them times that I didn't want to live
Thank God I'm alive
For all the times that I didn't want to live
Thank God I'm alive
And to the times that I didn't want to live
Thank God I'm alive