​january lyrics

Hurt me more, cus b*tch i heard u wnna see me fall
Im so sick n tired of waiting im sick of holding on
Bury me in january cus thats where you've last been gone
Rotting in my bedroom i can't even feel tha f*cking wall
Disconnect frm reality ion wnna feel this place
Breaking myself more i do it till there is blood on my face
Its been years n ive been hurting every single f*cking day
Got a mfing Glock in my jeans i wnna f*cking spray
Damaging my health, ive been damaing myself
I got hearts inside the freezer when i wnna kms
Ion got physical scars cus i hide u frm tha world
Ima mfing angel b*tch ill send u straight 2 hell
N i wanted u to stay wit me cus i got no1 еlse
N i wanna f*ck 2many times so i feel nothing elsе
I dont f*cking want that b*tch no more n i jus want ur help
Can't decide what i want anymore i dont kno what i felt

(seraphim)
Used to keep a single slug up in my nightstand
Contemplating my life double barrel in my right hand
This Glock is just for you yo body in the neva land
Do a money spread over my damn scars faggot show a band
Don’t Be mad that u can’t see my vision only angels understand
All these clones that follow try to replicate they f*cking can’t 😹
U can’t copy what I felt to create these damn sounds
Try to swag steal from my trauma yeah u must feel so proud
I am so dying so dying to see
Exactly what happens when u can’t use me
I am so dying so dying to see
When i go meet god counting sins on my knees
Hear my brothers up in heaven scream my name it’s so loud