ardor *push u to tha sky* #angelwave lyrics

Locked up all my soul
I don't wanna walk anymore alone
Took it all for granted
Well, b*tch, I know
Ripped my heart apart
You can see the holes
I need a car get me f*cking gone

I could never forget what you made me feel
f*cking hate myself so much
It couldn't have ever been real
Why the f*ck do I keep crying
Need to f*cking heal
And I cannot ever speak need to f*cking [?]

Eyes glow bright when I'm walking in the night
I can't get through this, can't fight
I f*cking need to cry
I f*cking need my knife
When I look in your eyes
A-a-a-angel in disguise
I push you to the sky