​e3 lyrics

[Intro]
Tired of n*ggas claimin' that they know me
Forgive and don't forget, b*tch, that's the old me
Hide it all, I never tell, I never show it
How I've been feelin' tonight, you already know it
Put my head down in the halls while I'm walkin' with a friend
Know I'm comin' to the throne, b*tch, I'm lookin' for the crown
Live in silence, know I never will speak out or make a sound
Gettin' tired of this place, gotta get out of my town

[Breakdown]
I need to get away
Losin' friends back to back every f*ckin' day
And don't try to say you love me, it's a f*ckin' waste
Light me on fire and just takе all of the pain away
I wan' see angels, are thеy real? I don't even f*ckin' know
'Cause I'm too scared to kill myself and let it f*ckin' blow
I've got some cases where it's gotten way too f*ckin' close
That's why I hide all of my pain by buying all these clothes
Tried to drown myself once, and it ain't f*ckin' work
I tried to O.D. on some pills, 'cause I ain't know my worth
I seem to ponder 'bout how small I am on this f*ckin' earth
But I think I got some bad luck, I got a f*ckin' curse
'Cause everybody that I care for's always gettin' hurt
I don't think I can see another body in a hearse
I don't know if my mind's gettin' better, gettin' worse
Hopefully I'll end up as a star or in the f*ckin' dirt
[Outro]
And there's no in between
I don't care about the likes or bein' seen
I say the truth, sorry if I come off mean
Nobody really know sh*t about E3