Head in the Wall lyrics

[Verse 1]
Sometimes you make me wanna put my f*cking head through the wall
Sometimes I wonder if I even know you at all
Fall asleep to the sound of your old rotating fan
I cut the f*ck out of myself and soaked the bed sheets with blood again

[Verse 2]
I hold my head underwater just to drown out the noise
It's always my fault, girls will be b*tches and boys will be boys
I know I don’t need you, but I'm terrified of letting you go
Even after all the times you f*cked the sh*t out of me while I was crying, "No"

[Verse 3]
And how am I supposed to feel good about myself when everything I do is wrong?
When I'm just an ugly b*tch, a f*cking freak, and I don't wanna go on?
And I don't wanna leave my house, 'cause I know everybody’s staring at me now
"Why the hell am I alive?" is what they think, they wanna take me down

[Chorus]
And I can't give it up, can’t walk away, there's no escaping you now
(There's no escaping you now)
I'm gonna die all alone next to you in this piece of sh*t town
And we've been cursed since the start, Jesus didn’t want us, no
And you take all of your sins out on my body like everyone else does
Shooting up our old school when we get bored of shooting up
And f*ck the cops, and f*ck God, and f*ck this town for ruining us
And they'll put holes in all we own and in our heads, pumped full of lead
You always told me I could only leave you once we're both dead
[Outro]
Sometimes you make me wanna put my f*cking head through the wall
Sometimes I wonder if I ever even knew you at all