I’m Actually Not lyrics

f*cking b*tch
f*ck my life
Im a f*cking stupid retard

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[?] rob your hoe
And i let you suck my tiny di*k
2019, [?] you online
Im infected, ive [?]
I dont fantasize
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I see fear inside her eyes, i can't get a grip
Ima kill myself tonight so i grab a b*tch
Dph and dextro got my vision f*cking glitched

Praying to my lord. [?] for that paranoia
[?] everyones talk
[?] just ignore it
Dirty little b*tch, sniffing dope, smoking foil
I miss Hope, Hope is dead
Ima f*cking overdose

Tiny p*nis cuck swagger in my phone, lets do [?]
Benadryl and heroine inside my body, i can't chill
f*cking with brain damaged shawtys
Traumatizing f*cking youth
[?] my face and f*ck my as*h*le til my sh*t ans organs spill
Organs spill, you could get killed if you slip b*tch
100s on me, i think ima f*cking relapse
I might rob your hoe for the dope and the crystal
Ive been tryna chill but i just [?]

I can't change til you kill me
Oh, on the dark net, zero feelings
And it makes me so sick but i love it
And im wishing i could quit what im watching
And im trying to change

Im not