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[Intro]
Bran

[Verse 1: dylan lotus]
I'm all alone now, I'm on my own now
I'm left to suffer inside my hometown
My friends are gone I regret it
I feel so lost and dependent
I don't know what path I'm headed
(I don't know what path I'm headed)

[Chorus: dylan lotus]
I know it is never how it used to be
I know all your friends and they're abusing me
I don't know how to find the rest of me
I fall to the ground so desperately
It's best if I feel the fall
I don't really wanna f*ckin' feel at all
I was doing better then I hear you call
When I hear you call

[Verse 2: 88strait]
I'll fall apart when it's all okay (All okay)
Don't f*cking tеll me you know my pain
I'll f*cking try, but it's always the same
Three hundrеd thoughts running right through my brain (My brain)
I'm f*cking drowning everyday like don't you get it man?
I can't even swim, I need a hug, I need a helping hand
I f*cking hate how I look, how I feel now
All of the drugs and the pills I abuse now (Abuse now, what the f-)
Oh no, oh no, I don't wanna feel now
Bleed out my heart, body on the floor now
Find a way into my head (My head)
I'll fade away until I'm dead (I'm dead)
Oh no, oh no, I don't wanna feel now
Bleed out my heart, body on the floor now
Find a way into my head (My head)
I'll fade away until I'm dead (I'm dead)
[Chorus: dylan lotus]
I know it is never how it used to be
I know all your friends and they're abusing me
I don't know how to find the rest of me
I fall to the ground so desperately
It's best if I feel the fall
I don't really wanna f*ckin' feel at all
I was doing better then I hear you call
When I hear you call