[Verse 1]
Feel like yesterday I was just a kid
Had no anxiety up inside of me, I could sit
And now I'm packing up all my bags to live on my own
Knocking down dominoes, but on another note
I'm noticing how much I've changed
These days I know I don't look at things the same
I'm growing up and learning plenty ways to deal with pain
Accept the things that are actually healthy for my brain
I guess I'm learning the world isn't what I thought it was
I guess bad things really happen to all of us
I'm losing touch with people I used to wanna trust
I been through things I ain't really comfortable speaking of
But rapping more than a hobby now
So what I say in my songs, I better be walking out
I dropped school and moved out, so this ain't no opting out
I used to beg 'em to listen, I think they want it now
[Pre-Chorus]
I been wishing on a star
Life could get so hard
I been tryna go far
But I'm shooting in the dark
[Chorus]
I know it's a process
I know it's a process, yeah
I know it's a process
I know it's a process
[Verse 2]
When you a kid, they might embarrass you
But ain't nobody who love me much as my parents do
I gotta keep in perspective that sh*t won't stay the same
Got to visit my mom and dad just the other day
Shout out my homie, he told me that he getting engaged
Having a baby will have you living a different way
I'm tryna grow, but there's certain people who in my way
I'd rather be alone if it cost me hitting the stage
I got a lot, writing on how my record perform
I feel the pressure, it gets to the point I can't ignore
I'm tryna show the whole industry what I got in store
The same people I used to have ain't here anymore
Going to war 'cause I want more than a spot on tour
I built my fan base natural, I really saw the floor
Ain't competing with y'all if you lie when you record
At least personally I know I would do it for more
[Pre-Chorus]
I been wishing on a star
Life could get so hard
I been tryna go far
But I'm shooting in the dark
[Chorus]
I know it's a process
I know it's a process, yeah
I know it's a process
I know it's a process