1:05 lyrics

[Verse 1]
Yeah, aye
I miss my homies, haven’t seen them in like five years
Nine years, been taken with fake friends and sh*t i’m tired
This year i’m sitting by a tree, writing this nonsense
Screaming my lungs out, but all i’m hearing is the silence
Quiet, but in my head I hear sirens
Feel like i’m bleeding out my ears, my thoughts full of violence
The devil in me tryna get the f*ck out, but I hide it
Got a lot of fake b*tches who I hate but I “ride with”
I feel f*cking numb and I don’t know how to describe it
Don’t got nobody to tell my thoughts to so I write it
Keep it to myself cause ain’t nobody seen this side yet
Ain’t seen the side of me who got murder on her mind, yeah

[Bridge]
I swear ima die young
O.D. on some codeine
Fill my lungs up til’ I fly up
Momma, if I die young, know that I got closure
I wish I knew right from wrong, I wish that I was sober
Cause mama I ain’t growing up, i’m getting older
I’m sweating but I swear everyday keep on getting colder
I just want to close my eyes and wait until it’s over
Ma, I wish I was stronger I wish that I was sober
[Verse 2]
Yeah, I miss my homies haven’t seen them in like five years
Nine years, been faking with a smile and sh*t im tired
Lost it, drowning in the smoke til’ i’m unconscious
Blood on my wrist so my heart beat is silent
Problem child
Quiet, f*cking violent
Feel like i’m bleeding out my ears, my thoughts full of violence
The devil in me tryna get the f*ck out, but I hide it
Got a lot of fake b*tches who I hate but I “ride with”
I’m f*cking numb, can’t speak my truth so I just
Lied
Don’t got nobody to tell my thoughts to so I write it
Keep it to myself cause ain’t nobody seen this side yet
Ain’t seen the side of me who got murder on her mind, yeah

[Outro]
I been on this sh*t since 2000-1-4
Born with disappointment tatted on my torso