Friend of ME lyrics

[Verse 1]
I can't feel anything
Get drunk and pity me
I'm not a friend of me
Hang you so [?]
Drown myself, finish me
My heart be the end of me
Look at my enemies
Can't lose my memory

[Chorus]
And I know they love me
Long ass nights when I ain't feel nothing
n*gga I want something
Way back when, when I f*cked with my cousins
That's where all my love went
b*tch you wish you could call me like something
You could call us nothing
Bust out the bottle and I start chugging

[Verse 2]
I'm the n*gga you thought I wasn't
Hate some parts but the whole I love it
Hate my heart but the hoe stay loving
Take that pill when I felt it coming
Sometimes just cuz I wanted
All my problems smell like rum and
Everything I never wanted
[Chorus]
And I know they love me
Long ass nights when I ain't feel nothing
n*gga I want something
Way back when, when I f*cked with my cousins
That's where all my love went
b*tch you wish you could call me like something
You could call us nothing
Bust out the bottle and I start chugging