SUICIDAL lyrics

THINKIN BOUT KILLING MYSELF
EVERYTHING HURTS b*tch I JUST WANNA YELL
NOBODY FEELIN THE PAIN THAT I FELT
KILLING MYSELF ONLY sh*t THATLL HELP

ANXIETY PICK AT MY FACE TIL IT BLEED
ITS EVERYDAY THAT I FEEL THIS DISEASE
I GOT TOO MANY THOUGHTS IN THIS I CANT SLEEP
I FEEL MY GUMS ROTTING UNDER MY TEETH

I CANT WAIT TIL IM LAID IN THE DIRT
ITS EVERYDAY THAT I RESENT THIS EARTH
b*tch I BEEN DEJECTED FROM MY BIRTH
YOU SEE THAT sh*t PRINTED ALL ON MY SHIRT
ALL THIS COPING sh*t — IT NEVER WORKED
THE THERAPY ONLY MADE ME FEEL WORSE
MAYBE MY BRAIN IS JUST TURNING TO DIRT
FROM THE NEGATIVITY THAT I EXERT

ALL OF THE DAMAGE FROM MY LIFE I FELT
NOBODY GIVE A f*ck WHAT PAIN YOU DEALT
TRAUMA AND PANIC PUT MY ASS IN JAIL
HANGING MYSELF IN THE BACK OF MY CELL

sh*t p*ss AND VOMIT IS ALL THAT I SMELL
IN MY DEJECTION IS WHERE IM GONNA DWELL
GIVIN A f*ck IF IM KILLIN MYSELF b*tch
KNOW THAT IM TRYNA GET SENT BACK TO HELL
THINKING BOUT KILLIN MYSELF
EVERYTHING HURT b*tch I JUST WANNA YELL
NOBODY FEELIN THE PAIN THAT I FELT
KILLIN MYSELF ONLY sh*t THAT’LL HELP

THINKING BOUT KILLIN MYSELF
EMOTIONALLY DAMAGED b*tch I HATE MYSELF
EVERYONE IN THIS sh*t LIE TO THEMSELVES
ALWAYS TRYNA f*ckIN BE SOMEONE ELSE

GIVE ME THAT GUN OFF THE SHELF
PUT IT IN MY MOUTH
b*tch POP OFF THE ROUNDS
CANT WAIT TIL IM NUMB
MY BODY IN THE GROUND
IM TRYNA REST SOMEWHERE THAT I WONT BE FOUND

IM THINKING BOUT KILLIN MYSELF
EVERYTHING HURT b*tch I JUST WANNA YELL
NOBODY FEELIN THE PAIN THAT I FELT
KILLIN MYSELF ONLY sh*t THAT’LL HELP

IM THINKING BOUT KILLIN MYSELF
EVERYTHING HURT b*tch I JUST WANNA YELL
NOBODY FEELIN THE PAIN THAT I FELT
KILLIN MYSELF ONLY sh*t THAT’LL HELP
IM THINKING BOUT KILLIN MYSELF
EVERYTHING HURT b*tch I JUST WANNA YELL
NOBODY FEELIN THE PAIN THAT I FELT
KILLIN MYSELF ONLY sh*t THAT’LL HELP