Worse lyrics

[Verse 1]
Slipping deeper into myself, slowly trickling like my health.
I know that one day I'll break.
Left home for few days time, tried my hard to fix my mind but all that I could do was lay awake.
but maybe its the weather or maybe it my selfish tendencies.
Its something about me right now, it just doesn't feel like who I used to be.

[Chorus]
So I'm sorry to my family, I'm sorry to my friends, I'm sorry to the people whom I can't make amends.
Sorry for my past mistakes, I'm sorry for this curse, sorry that I'm never getting better and always getting worse.

[Verse 2]
I feel so god damn trapped, stuck here on a sinking raft
dreaming of the day it de-inflates.
Death feels like an open door and less like a metaphor
that i use poetry to reinstate.
And maybe it's the medicine or maybe it's the stupid f*cking songs.
But something always makes me feel, like I've been doing everything wrong.
And if this reads like a suicide note,
then i guess it's some good practice after all.
'cause i said some six years ago,
that i would rather die than grow and fall.

[Chorus]
So I'm sorry to my family, I'm sorry to my friends,
I'm sorry to the people with whom i can't make amends
I'm sorry for my past mistakes, I'm sorry for this curse
i'm sorry that i'm never getting better
and always getting worse