Here we go again lyrics

I've never felt less like myself
Than when I'm naked in reflections
Truly wish that I could exit this body

And it's coming on again
Starting to crush again
Can't wait to f*ck up every friendship that I've made

But I've never felt more like myself
Than when i'm drunk alone
At 3 a.m. again

'Cause my stupid brain can't help but get attached
To every person whose attention
Even barely starts to drift a bit my way

Oh, here we go again
Here we go again