Dear, ____ lyrics

[Verse 1]
Dear everyone i've dissapointed
I know it's been a while
I'm sorry i'm so ugly when I smile

[Verse 2]
And dear family i've avoided
Because i'm scared to be in groups
I swear that I dont hate you
And I hope you love me too

[Verse 3]
Dear friends that ive not seen
In atleast 3 months
Im just scared my house
Feel free to say whats up

[Verse 4]
And dear lovers ive neglected
Actually, most of you have sucked so
Uh, those who did can f*ck right off
But uh, otherwise, good luck

[Verse 5]
And dear self hey cheer the f*ck up
And dear self hey smile a bit
And dear self you're beautiful
Forget what you see you know your eyes are sh*t
[Verse 6]
And dear self hey cheer the f*ck up
And dear self hey crack a joke
And dear self you're fun to hang with
And dear self I love you so