SUICIDE NOTE lyrics

[Verse]
I’m going f*ckin' insane
Strung out from all the drugs that I take for the pain I feel inside
'Cause my brain been f*cked up since I made
This music sh*t all I think about all day
I wanna be a musician, but not for the fame
But to spread a message, that we all don’t have to change
We can start our own club, make all the rules, no games
There don’t have to be none, we could all just be great
Remember back in the day, before these industry fakes
Before everbody’s tryna f*ckin' ride your wave
Man, I swear to God this album fails and I’ma be brave
And shoot myself in the face, I swear to God I’m Cobain
I’m dehydrated on the floor crying, there’s rain
This ain’t a call for help, I’m just tryin' to explain:
Life is hell, life is pain, I’m at the bottom of a well
I can’t be saved, working since I’m 17 and can’t catch a break
Doctor, please do not resuscitate
Put me in a casket, grace, amen back to space
I wanna die today, I wanna die today, I wanna die today
I wanna die today, I wanna die today, I wanna die today