why am i alive lyrics

[Intro: misalive]
Oh, I just want
Ii just want it all, I just want

[Chorus: misalive]
I hope that you forgot everything I said
I hope that you deleted every message that I sent
I'm a f*ck up, an addict, I should kill myself
Why am I living, b*tch, I wanna know myself

[Verse 1: misalive]
I still see you in my dreams
Like omg b*tch you’re the one I need
It's hard to function when you're like all I got
Been mixing drugs in hopes my heart gon’ stop
And, baby, all I want, I might f*cking give up
Talk to me 'cause I been twisted off my drugs
I won't talk to you again and it sucks

[Verse 2: xxcrush]
You know this is bad for me
You don't know what I'm battling
Like don't talk this way
It's hard to say
I wanna kill myself, yeah, like I have to
Like she bad news
Well I'm bad too
Bat wings actually
I had to feel the noise
I can’t hear your voice
In a void, promise I’ll get back to you
Tryinna be fly like me
These not angel wings
You can't ever see the way I see
I’mma freak, like that's so me
You look so cute with those bangs, oh my god
[Chorus: misalive]
I hope that you forgot everything I said
I hope that you deleted every message that I sent
I'm a f*ck up, an addict, I should kill myself
Why am I living, b*tch, I wanna know myself