​christmas time (original) lyrics

[Verse]
I can't restore the past
And all the friends I had
I wish I wasn't so weird and shy
I wish I wasn't a f*cking guy
Sitting across the room
I need to stop staring at you
You're so in love with that guy
Why can't you see me cry?

[Chorus]
Slitting my wrists, it's Christmas time
Crying in the dark, it's Christmas time
By myself, it's Christmas time
I really f*cking hate Christmas time
Trying so hard in Christmas time
No Christmas cheer in Christmas time
I love you in Christmas time
I really f*cking hate Christmas time

[Outro]
I don't really even care about Christmas
I don't really even care about Christmas
I don't really even care about Christmas