YOU GOT ME SO f*ckED UP lyrics

Yeah I feel like im stuck in a crowd of NPCs
Yeah I can't hold up a conversation
I think I know the one who lost is me
Yeah I know that you’re losing patience

You love to f*ck me up you know it’s free
Yeah you know that im not worth saving
Yeah these thoughts, they pressure me to jump and leave
When I fall will you just laugh and film it

Im looking back at you with those perfect eyes
Cus every time I see you a little part of me dies
Cus im f*cked up, bad luck, lost to the bad drugs
Im giving in easily immediately using

It’s a shame that the light insidе is just a bit dim
Not working like it used to
Abused through usеd through
Barley landed on my feet most times I wish I never made it out alive

All get is the dial tone when I call you
All I get was never enough when I fall through
Take it or leave it, I am what I am
Yeah im worthless, disgusting, you say its just all in my head

2x
Yeah I feel like im stuck in a crowd of NPCs
I think I know the one who lost is me
You love to f*ck me up you know it’s free
Yeah these thoughts, they pressure me to jump and leave
Yeah sick demented f*ck, I wanna run away from my problems
I can’t just stop them, I put my feet down in a waste of yesterday
Fractals of dust just get in my vision I can’t make decisions
Of weather, I wanna leave or just stay still

Cus I don’t feel like ill catch up
So ill just stay here lost in a hospital of souls
Push me down and i'll lose control

All get is the dial tone when I call you
All I get was never enough when I fall through
Take it or leave it, I am what I am
Yeah im worthless, disgusting, you say its just all in my head

2x
Yeah I feel like im stuck in a crowd of NPCs
I think I know the one who lost is me
You love to f*ck me up you know it’s free
Yeah these thoughts, they pressure me to jump and leave