The Fields Are Frozen lyrics

[Verse 1]
It was the way they put me away
I thought it was my fault I was raped
Reaching out for the night light's flame
Burnt by the bulb in the metal frame
It replays and it replays
Painting childish colours grey
I can't place the blame nothing will change
There's no name to say
There's no easy way

[Pre-Chorus]
How do I feel so exposed but so invisible?
Hm
If I refuse to live I'm invincible
Hm

[Chorus]
Keep your score
Keep me small
Keep your score
Keep me small
Break me in
Take it all
Cutting skin
Curtain call
[Verse 2]
Clenching my fists hoping no one will notice
I don't fit
My clothes are too big
My history in cabinets squeezing into paper clips
Facing the painted bricks
Watching the way I sit
I have to face the days I chase won't ever come my way
I turn, I turn, I turn away
I didn't ever want to bring you shame
I just wanted to play

[Pre-Chorus]
How do I feel so exposed but so invisible?
Hm
If I refuse to live I'm invincible
Hm

[Chorus]
Keep your score
Keep me small
Keep your score
Keep me small
Break me in
Take it all
Cutting skin
Curtain call