Lucifer Save Me lyrics

[Intro]
AKVRI

[Chorus]
I wake up, put a bullet in my brain
'Cause nobody in the world realize my f*cking pain
Never talk about this sh*t, they all think I'm insane
Nothing rational, only thing I'm feeling is so vain
I dont wake up, I just wanna go to sleep again
You say you understand my pain, than try to f*cking feel it then
It doesn't matter what I do, the feelings they come back like this
I'm working on my f*cking self 'cause I don't want to die like this

[Verse]
Cut my f*cking wrist and it all goes down the drain
But I'm stronger than my f*cking thoughts, I try to ascertain
May God strike me for my sins cause I got the mark of Cain
The feeling comes in the dark like a f*cking coup de main
Yeah, nevermind now I feel like I am God
Focus on my true self that can not be stopped
Look you in the face, what you see is a facade
I'm tired of pretending to be someone that I'm not
When I woke up in the morning I just wanted to die
Now I looked in the mirror feeling so f*cking high
What the f*ck is going on?
I'm not even myself, sh*t, I feel so f*cking gone
[Chorus]
I wake up, put a bullet in my brain
'Cause nobody in the world realize my f*cking pain
Never talk about this sh*t, they all think I'm insane
Nothing rational, only thing I'm feeling is so vain
I don't wake up, I just wanna go to sleep again
You say you understand my pain, than try to f*cking feel it then
It doesn't matter what I do, the feelings they come back like this
I'm working on my f*cking self 'cause I don't want to die like this