Beautiful Death lyrics

Throw my prescription
I turn into a cryptid
As I'm gettin livid
I can feel my f*ckin body liftin
Everything around me lookin so different
Like I'm trippin, then it be his head I'm rippin
I'm demented, disconnected
When I'm in this state of mind
I cannot reminisce anything that be happenin to me
You know I'm gonna get through it
You know I'm smokin a doobie, straight full of green
So I ride with a lean, and I pop another bean, taking me to ecstasy
You don't have to f*ck with me, feeling better mentally
Everything a test to me, so I keep the ketamine
Feelin like its sex to me, I can feel the energy
Waiting for the melody
But ya not gonna get it b*tch
So you better be steppin the mothaf*ck away from me
I'ma let it be

Hit'em again
I was in eighth grade jumping people
Juggin and ran and doin nothings the plan
I couldn't stand
Anybody standing in my f*ckin way
When I'm tryna work on my damn self
I could never give a f*ck about the damn wealth
Ima give it to my family for their health
Never thought that I would change
But then I got help, never well
Now I got a story that I go n tell
To people that be like myself
You don't need to listen to the f*ckin words I write about
You can come to talk it out
You know what I'm all about
I don't wanna show it now
I got so much karma now
Please don't make me throw up now