ghost lyrics

[Intro]
(Foxy)

[Chorus]
I can't handle change, I can't handle stormy weather
I keep lying to myself, saying sh*t will get better
Some days I just wanna end my life with this beretta
I'm not perfect, I'm a f*ck-up, I wish I was f*cking special
I can't handle change, I can't handle stormy weather
I keep lying to myself, saying sh*t will get better
Some days I just wanna end my life with this beretta
I'm not perfect, I'm a f*ck-up, I wish I was f*cking special

[Verse]
I feel like a ghost no one wanna talk to me
I love you very much, I just wanna see you happy
See I hurt the ones I love, I don't desert my own family
And I feel like I am cursed, I know others have it worse
I miss her and it hurts, I hope that you're proud of me, mother
And I can be a j*rk, but it come from a place I hurt
Please don't never go, I know we can make it work
I don't never top an anti-social since birth