Ventilator lyrics

Back in black on a ventilator
Back-to-back red indicators
Red flags telling me I'm medicated
Makin' me take rap over education

Should I drop you?
Can't imagine life without you
But its getting to a point
That I'm dependent on the highs provided

Scratch that, its effervescent
I hate you, but your high is pleasant
An hour in and my eyes are vacant
Two in and I feel complacent

Complicated, run it back for the kids now
Teach a lesson 'bout the dangers with the pin out
Lessen blows in the cold, but I'm in doubt
Described, you're a drug at a discount

Why do I still hurt? I don't know
Why do I let you be so cold?
Death does not feel right, its so slow
Why did addiction make me feel so alone?

[MVKO]

Another day, another bottle, watch me pour it up yuh
Don't remember the last year cause I'm always so f*cked up
If I end up on life support, I'm beggin' you just unplug
I'm deranged, no I won't change, I'm just another lost cause
b*tches call me Arthur Morgan, livin' like an outlaw

Bottle full of Grandma's medication
Took too much, hyperventilatin'
Somehow lived through the overdose
Wake up, rinse then start repeatin'

I'm f*cking sick of never meeting ends
Haven't sleep in weeks, I think I need a cleanse
Life is lookin' blurry like an out of focus lens
Light another newport, all I smoke is reds

Throwin' quarters in the wishin well
Wish me well
Mask up on my face as Im walkin through hell
Walk through hell, Walk through hell
All I see's florescent lights
Jail cell turned poltergeist
Chlorine smell turns lungs to ice
See the life drain from my eyes