Finally Home lyrics

[Verse 1: Sevin]
It's been six months since I snatched up my pen to write
Overwhelmed by this hell and tremendous plight
I'm asking peace could you spend the night
There was a time I saw clearly
But I'm weary and I've dimmed the lights
Stretched to my limits and I'm wishing God would end my life
Still protecting my image I pretend to fight
Shedding tears on divorce papers that I send my wife
Back in the hood, look around ain't got a friend in sight
Born feeling like the Golden child
But I'm older now, war torn soul of Colin Powell
I'm cold and foul and stuck with this low morale
And I don't know how to cope cause I'm sober now
Watching everything I worked for the last few years
Become everything that's hurtful, alas new fears
But the masks dude wears ain't no glass you hear
He drinks pain from a cup and he ain't splashed two tears

[Chorus: Sevin]
If I knew then what I know now
Sorry but I just didn't know how
To make it right I push through the pain and strife
Trying to find my way home
If it wears me I'd never tell you
I'd promise that I would never fail you
My hearts gone cold on this long hard road
And I'm finally home