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[Chorus]
I don't really like this
Open up your eyelids
I just want you that is all to it
But that's alright, I'm so used to no one by my side
I don't really like this
Open up your eyelids
I just want you that is all to it
But that's alright, I'm so used to no one by my side

[Verse]
Am I too weird for you?
If so you're f*cking weak
It's too easy being me
So I can f*cking see
Sometimes I don't want to live
Every time I think of this
Why do I exist?
Why am I a f*cking b*tch?
Scenarios running through my mind
They are fake, why do I give them the time?
We are the only opposites that don't attract
When we collide, mother nature will have a heart attack
Reality is mad at me, she's super jealous
And depression is my ex tryna come back
You keep me stable if that makes any sense
If not, I should've never wrote this
[Chorus]
I don't really like this
Open up your eyelids
I just want you that is all to it
But that's alright, I'm so used to no one by my side
I don't really like this
Open up your eyelids
I just want you that is all to it
But that's alright, I'm so used to no one by my side, oh

[Bridge]
f*ck you, f*ck you
f*ck you, f*ck you
f*ck you, f*ck you
f*ck it all, f*ck it all, f*ck it all

[Chorus]
I don't really like this
Open up your eyelids
I just want you that is all to it
But that's alright, I'm so used to no one by my side