I Said Hello lyrics

I said “hello,”
To feel better
Why today?
To say I'm sorry
I hope and pray that god is still my friend
Losing left alone and everything is backwards
Not again

I know
It's real
I know better
I feel like I don't know
I'm left with stones
Why does everyone just wear me out?
Seems like I don't even notice
Everyone smells like sauerkraut