Not Here lyrics

Heavy head
I wish some things weren't permanent
My mind is bent and now things feel so different
Heavy head
I saw your name in the cement
Getting high just to forget, but I still forget

I've been thinking a lot about
The choices that I've made
Hoping something holds
Help me be sure this is worth it
I still don't know

Stuck in my bed
I wish some things weren't permanent
A distant place to clear my head and reflect

I've been thinking a lot about
The choices that I've made
Hoping something holds
Help me be sure this is worth it
I still don't know

Separate yourself
From the feeling that everything works out
Separate yourself
From the feeling that everything happens for a reason