Is God Real? lyrics

[Verse]
Is he real, or is he fake?
If he’s real, why does he take?
He loves to create and make, but it’s the good people he always gotta take
Readin' the Bible just makes my spine shake
I can contemplate a past mistake
I never liked to go to church 'cause I feel like they manipulate
If you askin' who, he will get offended
I always thought they was pretendin'
Do thеy listen to the messagе they givin'?
I just wanna understand they vision
Confession just confession 'cause you goin' through depression
Stressin' for that blessin', but you never get direction
Every time I pray it doesn’t seem like I’m protected
I hate to have those thoughts [?] me
Guy gets yo text message, he left you on read, he did it
If he’s real I hope he drowns all the sins I have committed
I’m so woke it makes it hard to believe in
They tricked us into believin' angels and demons
I’m told I’ll go to He’ll if I ever disappoint Jesus
If I go to church, I’m an extension
But does Kanye believe in God, or is that for attention?
I just want facts but the price is paid up
I didn’t wanna support somethin' that could’ve been made up
I’m still tryna figure out why
I haven’t been to church in a while
I’m still on the same damn path (Same damn path)
Yeah, tryna take a mile (Take a mile)
This is reality that I embrace
This year’s been my worse, but I’ll learn from mistakes
My mind is full with [?] God, please help me erase
All of the pain that I lured in
I lose all time and I just wanna win
When I ask for love, you take it again
Talkin' to God, send me a blessin'
If I choose to believe, I hope you get this message
Every thing I do it seems to lead me in the wrong
I try to connect with you but we don’t got a type of bond
[?] real, is it great as they say it is?
Just 'cause I got questions, don’t mean I’m an atheist
I want an answer, but you can’t provide
It’s time to decide: Is religion just all in our mind? (Is it)
I still have my soul, I never sold it
I refuse to read a Bible because a human wrote it
I wanna believe, I really do
That’s why I had to express it in the booth
If God lets me in, I guess I’ll let him in, too
Day I get p*ssed, I know instead of prayin', I’ll sadly blame you
I’m drownin'
I’m stuck in a far sea (Stuck in a far sea)
I just wanna say (I just wanna say), honestly
I’m sorry
I’m f*ckin' sorry
God, I’m f*ckin' sorry