Had Enough lyrics

[Intro]
I just wanna feel something

[Verse]
Open a text and I shouldn’t have read it
I'm lost in my thoughts, I'd rather be dead
I'm thinkin' too much, all that sh*t go straight to my head
Maybe it's nonsense, or maybe I'm toxic, maybe I lost it
I gave it my best, and she want someone else, I likely caused it
Life ain't a remote, I can't pause it
I can't pause it
I wish I can skip to where it ends
Is it still gonna end up with us being friends?
Please don't be mad, I'm just writin' how I feel
I broke into pieces, assumin' I'm too numb to feel
Honestly, I hate cryin' into a mic in order to prove I'm real
Without music I'm a broken record
Always testin' my girl to see if she's a lie detector
When she tries to help me I just reject her
I put my life out there to showcase like a TV projector
Sometimes I snoop and research my people
Hopin' I don't find somethin' true
I just wanna be equal
3 a.m., havin' panic attacks
Wishin' my happiness will last
I ruin relationships 'cause I treat it like it's my past
When I see things I didn't wanna know, my brain starts to move fast
I don't go out no more 'cause I get pushed to the sidewalk like trash
A voice in my head tells me to stop it
But I run and run from the situation, I guess I'll drop it
Knowin' I'm still holdin' a grudge
I hate myself, I've had enough
I've had enough
[Outro]
I've had enough
I hate myself
Should not run
I hate myself