Failure (This Is Me) lyrics

[Chorus]
I'm a failure
Everybody thinking that I'm a player
Everybody thinking that my life is easy
Everybody thinking that my nights are sleepy
Everybody thinking that my rights are equally
Everybody thinking that my I'm a player
Everybody thinking that my life is easy
Everybody thinking that my nights are sleepy
Everybody thinking that my rights are equally
Cause I'm a failure

[Verse 1]
I'm a failure, let me tell ya
I'm stuck in a shell, lemme ring the bell
Thinking that this sh*t is hell
MC Icy said I ain't real
Zooky helping me by being on my side
Really wanna get it and forget the Homicide
But sometimes I can't decide "Should I rap fast and mumbly"
Or "Should I go slow and try to sing"
You see that is thing that is bothering me
Making this music and the lies are covering me
It's about time I stop the b*tching
Is what I'd say in another song
But this isnt RJLDiablo tonight this is Rhys
[Chorus]
I'm a failure
Everybody thinking that I'm a player
Everybody thinking that my life is easy
Everybody thinking that my nights are sleepy
Everybody thinking that my rights are equally
Everybody thinking that my I'm a player
Everybody thinking that my life is easy
Everybody thinking that my nights are sleepy
Everybody thinking that my rights are equally
Cause I'm a failure

[Verse 2]
This kid getting bots & emails
Sometimes I wish I left behind the music
And waited till I'm older so I can be such more bolder
But this is my life now
Wanna get it like my king did
But I'm conflicted
With these thoughts, was the sh*t I bought
Worth it? Will I ever get a hit? I don't give a sh*t
I wanna be a legend and leave a legacy my kids will see
And try to overcome, or am I just dumb?
And everybody just says that

[Chorus]
I'm a failure
Everybody thinking that I'm a player
Everybody thinking that my life is easy
Everybody thinking that my nights are sleepy
Everybody thinking that my rights are equally
Everybody thinking that my I'm a player
Everybody thinking that my life is easy
Everybody thinking that my nights are sleepy
Everybody thinking that my rights are equally
Cause I'm a failure
Everybody thinking that I'm a player
Everybody thinking that my life is easy
Everybody thinking that my nights are sleepy
Everybody thinking that my rights are equally
Everybody thinking that my I'm a player
Everybody thinking that my life is easy
Everybody thinking that my nights are sleepy
Everybody thinking that my rights are equally
Cause I'm a failure