Bloody Heart* lyrics

[Verse 1]
Look, I just wanna tell my story and not get involved
In a world where it's normal to see a man get shot with a revolver
Too many therapists, they always say, "Gimme a call"
But when you try, no answer
Sometimes I wonder if we tried at all
I get trust issues in this world
Sorry fam, but I don't wanna play ball
I'm looked down on for sh*t I can't help
For sh*t I can't help, nah, nothin' helps
Floatin' in my abyss
At the bottom of the sea like kelp
I just wanna be like them
I really wanna see like them
I really wanna be by them
I wanna be free like them
Those are my thoughts on daily basis
If I say something wrong
Then I'm a f*ckin' racist
And I muh'f*ckin' hate it
You wanna see my shank my mates up?
b*tch, you should face it
I'm never gonna give up until I make it there
All them looking thinking, "He won't be up here"
You know sh*t is sickening when in the night you praying in fear
You ain't gettin' a say right in here
I've seen 'em get battered and bruised
They say, "The fatter the goose"
But, I'm the duck, and I'm strapping the noose
It's kinda boring when you're rapping the news
[Chorus]
Forget the hate, your best-est mates
Forget you, mate, arrested bait
Forget the hate, your best-est mates
Forget you, mate, arrested bait
Forget the hate, your best-est mates
Forget you, mate, arrested bait
Forget the hate, your best-est mates
Forget you, mate, arrested bait

[Verse 2]
You tryna calm down, but I'm getting mood swings
And I'm tryin' new things
Just to keep the new bling
Revive the dead ones, they fought for my head once
Shoot a motherf*cker, that's what you get dunce
Stop thinkin' you big 'cause you never wet the bed once
But I could make you, I kick your face in six stunts
Bloody hearts all in my dressers
From b*tches who left my heart for the lesser
Mans come to me askin' for advice like a professor
Don't know what to tell them except, "Never date Vanessa"
Had enough of feelings, I been stuck here to impress her
f*ck around and get a gold tooth
Why the f*ck you actin' hard? No one here knows you
And these women ain't tryna blow you
Sad reality is know one goes to
See how you are when you get alone, who
Broke your heart in the baddest of ways?
Young man be here, and his face is all gray
You start to give up, start to think to go 'way
Jump off a building, but don't do it, it ain't worth it
This sh*t, I'm tryna birth it
Man, f*ck it, I ain't here for you to worship
Our lives sinkin', this the worst ship
I don't give a f*ck about her 'ship
Now I'm back and the third, b*tch
But I was never the first, b*tch
[Chorus]
Forget the hate, your best-est mates (I'm back and I'm cursed, b*tch)
Forget you, mate, arrested bait (These rhymes, you should learn it)
Forget the hate, your best-est mates (My honour? I earned it)
Forget you, mate, arrested bait
Forget the hate, your best-est mates
Forget you, mate, arrested bait
Forget the hate, your best-est mates
Forget you, mate, arrested bait