LYF(E) lyrics

[Verse]
Ayy, life a complicated story I don't want to go into
But I feel I gotta just to prove that I don't think of myself as a king too
I've done some sh*t in the past than I'm sorry for
Lost some friends, lost my ends, after all I guess I'm not a warrior
Made accusations that I lied about, is it really cheating if we just sexting?
You don't need to worry about who I be texting
We ain't dating or nothin', we just here for the words and sex, yeah
I know you talk to other guys, but it don't really affect me
'Cause I know we ain't loyal, but stop acting like it's bad when it's me
It goes both ways, not just a one-way street
You shouldn't get mad if I beat my meat
Also, I know I've been caught up in the streets
And I know you don't like what I've said 'bout Yung C'
But when we just together, when we forget about that sh*t, you say I'm funny
Yeah, we not perfect, but you rockin' that Playboy bunny, uh
I just texted SeaOhDeeWhy, asked if we past that beef, aight
We talked for a bit, we talked 'bout our life, so it's only now I see why
All my friends went blocked me, I was actin' too c*cky
I must've thought I was the next A$AP Rocky
I built up my character like Rocky
I should stop being a di*k to the people who got me here
Maybe I should be thankful, give 'em all a shout-out and bring 'em in here
Mother's friends was alcoholics, go 'round just to see floors fulla beers
I ain't no career maker, but y'all can get taken by my bears, ayy
I ain't no f*ckin' killer but I carry 'round a knife
'Cause you don't know who out to get you in the middle of the night
I swear it feels like I've been up for fortnights
Four nights I've been harassed by children who play Fortnite
Ayy, yeah, just like Ameer Vann, I'm dearly departed
Been a fan of him, don't care what he's started
Still my inspiration, at parties I go retarded
I ain't got no hits but the Offended Remix charted, yeah
(Ayy, ayy)
I've got some lovers 'hind my back that I talk to in the mornin'
Maybe when I'm older there'll be a baby that's brought in
Just at least as it isn't the act I'm caught in
I fell into my trap, this entire time's been torment