Clowns lyrics

This sh*t doesn't feel good and I
Won't admit to it, pretend to see that we
Were made for each other, but are we living a real time?

I remember when I went to sleep last night
And I saw you moving without me
You see me then I act like it's quite alright
But I see you all through my dreams

Oh, you think this sh*t is funny
And you not enjoyin' yourself?
And I break the mirror ninety times, don't wanna see myself
But you been steppin' on my landmines, tryna bomb sh*t lately
And I been tryna run with all them lies, like the truth ain't fading
And I been tryna pipe down my feelings 'cause I think you can't fade it
So when you talk about how you feel, I don't wanna hear sh*t you sayin'
We been holdin' on for so long, but tell me, what is we takin'?
Can't be clowns for this long, so baby, what do we make it?