Billboard (If I’m Honest) lyrics

Hello
Where have you been you're about to miss it all
I would give anything to hear you call, if I'm honest
Sometimes
It's all that I can do to keep my head held high
I'm like a book with empty pages inside
Cold wind blowing through the window shade
I'm calling, what else can I say?

I'm like a billboard in the sky
How many times you passed me by
You passed me by
You're like a blinking neon light
How many times I bought your lies
Sometimes I wonder why
If I'm honest

My life
It's not as easy as I make you think
I close my eyes and I try not to blink, if I'm honest
Cold wind blowing through the window shade
I'm falling faster each and every day

I'm like a billboard in the sky
How many times you passed me by
You passed me by
You're like a blinking neon light
How many times I bought your lies
Sometimes I wonder why