​if to open up means losing u.. lyrics

[Verse 1]
Come with me to a better place
What's death to me is when you're far away
I miss you
I miss you
When you ask me why I waste my time
It's not a waste to me for me to make you mine
When you're the angel of my life
I wanna try

[Chorus]
So I put my heart far away from you
If to open up means losing you
I'd rather die
I'd rather die
Well, I'd give myself for a better you
One that understands what I'm going through
Every time
I want to die

[Verse 2]
Well, one taste isn't enough for me
Why would I wanna stay if you don't care about me?
I wanna break
Free from this pain
Well, one life is too much for me
Why would I wanna live if I can't find my peace?
I'm just wasting
All my time
[Verse 3]
So I pretend that I'm okay
And you pretend that I'm not a waste
The only thing I've ever chased is you
Then I pretend that it's all okay
But I don't trust a word you say
The only thing I'm waiting on is you

[Chorus]
So I put my heart far away from you
If to open up means losing you
I'd rather die
I'd rather die
Well, I'd give myself for a better you
One that understands what I'm going through
Every time
I want to die

[Bridge]
I want to die (I want to die)
I want to die (I want to die)
I want to die (I want to die)
I want to die

[Outro]
I mean, uh, no, today is Monday
Last week I done this one, the week before I done this one
How did you do it?
With a razor