From the outside looking in lyrics

One blade, one witch,, u drank my blood, said "im yours now",, i like the pain that i feel when ur draining my heart out,, like why try? like why live if i'm drowning in pain everyday i exist?,, you gave a reason, idc how toxic,, imma stick to you, ion think i have an option,, from the outside looking in they’ll say im miserable; and you're controlling me, but I don't believe them,, cuz they don’t understand, that you make me who I am,, from the outside looking in they'll say im miserable; and you're abusing me, but how could that be true?,, you're f*cking with my head, but i'll love you until the end,, not again, not again, not again....,, i wake up crying, wishing you were here, and you tell me rest my head on ur chest,, not again, not again, not again.... ,, i wake up with bruises all over my face, it never ends..,,