​seasonal lyrics

[Chorus]
So many cuts on my arms
Wearing hoodies when it's not seasonal
I feel dead off my drugs
Said, "I love you", but the feeling wasn't mutual
Relying on a better you
Was my first mistake, I'm so fake when I'm next to you
Everyone staring at you
'Cause you're toxic, they can feel all your chemicals

[Verse 1]
I can't stand all the patience
Abuse me, make me feel worthless
Give me reasons to hate it
When I see you anywhere in public

[Bridge]
I can't face you, I will break you
Kill me slowly, break me into nothing

[Verse 2]
Xanax bars, blacking out, I ain't plan this
All these b*tches speakin' put me in a panic
Twelve around the corner, creep up in the silence
That's a case with all these pills, I eat then vomit
Speakin' put me in a panic
Stay with it, f*ckin' push it in the silence
I promise
If that's the case, I eat these pills until I vomit
[Chorus]
So many cuts on my arms
Wearing hoodies when it's not seasonal
I feel dead off my drugs
Said, "I love you", but the feeling wasn't mutual
Relying on a better you
Was my first mistake, I'm so fake when I'm next to you
Everyone staring at you
'Cause you're toxic, they can feel all your chemicals