​i fell in love w self harm lyrics

[Intro]
​aries

[Chorus]
I wanna see my wrists slit, blood drip
Post it on my story like I did it for attention
I wanna see f*ckin' scars all on my arms
I ain't finna fall for a b*tch when I'm in love with self harm
What's it for? She ain't finna love me when I'm gone
f*ck that, grab the razor blade, peel my thighs back
I deserve that sh*t, like when I got raped and I felt trapped
And you don't ask me how I'm f*ckin' feelin', b*tch

[Verse]
So why you actin' sad if you see my f*ckin' wrist slit?
They wanna see a pill bottle
f*ck that, I feel like my momma when I'm off them
And they couldn't save her, how they finna save me?
I saw her wrists slit, I swear to God, that's why it's tempting to feel the bleeding
Or maybe I'm addicted to the scarring
Or maybe I'm so f*cked in thе head
That I would rather see my wrists bleeding than think of what I'm feelin'
I think that I'm bettеr off dead
Ain't no sense in healing a broken f*ckin' soul with no meaning
I wanna see my wrists shed red
I wanna see my wrists shed red
[Chorus]
Yeah, I wanna see my wrists slit, blood drip
Post it on my story like I did it for attention
I wanna see f*ckin' scars on my arms
I ain't finna fall for a b*tch when I'm in love with self harm
What's it for? She ain't finna love me when I'm gone, when I'm gone
I think that she in love with my scars
I ain't finna fall for that b*tch when she only wanna see the f*ckin' blade dug in my wrists