​im so tired of burying every1 else lyrics

[Intro]
So I just, tried to be the opposite, tried to—
I didn't care about anything
And it worked, people
Believed that I didn't care
(Immortal, don't be playin' with it)

[Chorus]
I feel like an outline, I don't see the real me
If I do, I swear to God that you won't love me
I'm f*cking nothing, that's what you tell me
I can see my mom in my eyes, no point in living
I'm so tired of burying everyone else
I want them to bury me so they f*cking love me
'Cause I know that it's true when I say that you hate me
'Causе people don't love you 'til you'rе no longer existing

[Verse 1]
Yeah, you wanted clues, yeah, well I'm always f*cking cutting
You f*cking called it pointless, but look at how you treat me
You f*cking call me faggot, I know that's what you're thinking
I hope you f*cking cry when you taste my wrist bleeding

[Verse 2]
Head spins, I get vertigo
I'm a Hello Kitty princess and I know that's not what you want
I'ma f*cking cut vertical
'Cause I know that's what you want (Immortal, don't be playin' with it)
[Verse 3]
f*ck that sh*t, I'ma split my wrists
I don't like my life when it doesn't have a meaning
How do I exist? I taste blood when we kiss
You want the f*cking real me? I'ma show you, so you leave me

[Bridge]
I don't know
How to f*cking fall in love when it doesn't have a meaning
I'm so alone
You caught my wrist bleeding, you caught my wrist bleeding

[Chorus]
I feel like an outline, I don't see the real me
If I do, I swear to God that you won't love me
I'm f*cking nothing, that's what you tell me
I see my mom in my eyes, no point in living
I'm so tired of burying everyone else
I want them to bury me so they f*cking love me
'Cause I know that it's true when I say that you hate me
'Cause people don't love you 'til you're no longer existing